It's fine to not look like a model. Why would you feel bad about your complexion, weight and height? As long as you got the creative content, it doesn't matter at the end. Let me tell you something. I was close to my neighbor when I was a kid and she had a blog. It's been over 15 years and I have no idea whether she made a new one or not but the old one has been taken down. She doesn't look like a model and she made the blog to explain what she had gone through and how she gained the confidence. There were many people who made fun of her but she slowly got support as well. It's not always about looks and the people who watch the videos, read content for pretty people are just 10%. If you want to, give it a try.