Rinko V.I.P. Member Top Poster Of Month Oct 9, 2020 #1,081 That's true I didn't expect anyone to give up their dreams to raise kids.
Blackangel Well-known member Oct 9, 2020 #1,082 that's my blackrose to you she is a good mother and she gave up on her dream of ballet and acting.
Rinko V.I.P. Member Top Poster Of Month Oct 9, 2020 #1,083 That's cool. Like in actual acting and stage performance? She must have been goodl
Blackangel Well-known member Oct 9, 2020 #1,084 yes she is but she had to give up all of that for kids and she had done it without second thoughts.
Rinko V.I.P. Member Top Poster Of Month Oct 9, 2020 #1,085 That's so admirable @Balckrose . I didn't know this at all and I hope you will be happy always.
Blackangel Well-known member Oct 9, 2020 #1,086 thank you rinko and i am always so proud of her. she is close to my niece in age too. 3-5 years give or take.
thank you rinko and i am always so proud of her. she is close to my niece in age too. 3-5 years give or take.
Rinko V.I.P. Member Top Poster Of Month Oct 9, 2020 #1,087 Then she is very young. It's good to see young folks doing so much work and trying to make a good living.
Then she is very young. It's good to see young folks doing so much work and trying to make a good living.
Blackangel Well-known member Oct 9, 2020 #1,088 that i agree too and i am always so thankful for her. i didn't know all this when i first met her.
Rinko V.I.P. Member Top Poster Of Month Oct 9, 2020 #1,089 Not everyone can see these things at first. That needs a certain level of trust and understanding to be able to share.
Not everyone can see these things at first. That needs a certain level of trust and understanding to be able to share.
Blackangel Well-known member Oct 9, 2020 #1,090 that's true and i was mean to her at first i regret it a lot now. i should have been nicer back then.
that's true and i was mean to her at first i regret it a lot now. i should have been nicer back then.
Rinko V.I.P. Member Top Poster Of Month Oct 9, 2020 #1,091 I am sure she understands your intentions. So don't worry about it and it's a past long forgotten.
Blackangel Well-known member Oct 9, 2020 #1,092 yeah but i still feel guilty about it she shouldn't have had to feel bad about anything and still i made her.
yeah but i still feel guilty about it she shouldn't have had to feel bad about anything and still i made her.
Rinko V.I.P. Member Top Poster Of Month Oct 9, 2020 #1,093 Don't blame yourself too much It's all part of a grand work plan and we can't do much about it.
Blackangel Well-known member Oct 9, 2020 #1,094 when you put it that way, i can't say anything now on i hope to always pray for her and she will always be my friend.
when you put it that way, i can't say anything now on i hope to always pray for her and she will always be my friend.
Rinko V.I.P. Member Top Poster Of Month Oct 9, 2020 #1,095 That's a very sweet thing to say I am sure Blackrose would be able to understand you and forgive you too.
That's a very sweet thing to say I am sure Blackrose would be able to understand you and forgive you too.
Blackangel Well-known member Oct 9, 2020 #1,096 she already told me she had forgiven me. it's just that i can't forgive myself at all and i wish i was a good woman back then.
she already told me she had forgiven me. it's just that i can't forgive myself at all and i wish i was a good woman back then.
Rinko V.I.P. Member Top Poster Of Month Oct 9, 2020 #1,097 Don't be that way. I am sure you are cool now and that's all it should matter.
Blackangel Well-known member Oct 9, 2020 #1,098 you are right rinko thank you so much for saying it and it's time to let go this guilt.
Rinko V.I.P. Member Top Poster Of Month Oct 9, 2020 #1,099 That's right. The lord will forgive you as long you realize your mistake and apologize for it.
Blackangel Well-known member Oct 9, 2020 #1,100 yeah and i have done those two so i am sure i will have to move on and i just need to find my strength.
yeah and i have done those two so i am sure i will have to move on and i just need to find my strength.