AMF lounge v2.0

[Rinko]

That's true
I didn't expect anyone to give up their dreams to raise kids.

 

[Blackangel]

that's my blackrose to you
she is a good mother and she gave up on her dream of ballet and acting.

 

[Rinko]

That's cool.
Like in actual acting and stage performance? She must have been goodl

 

[Blackangel]

yes she is
but she had to give up all of that for kids and she had done it without second thoughts.

 

[Rinko]

That's so admirable @Balckrose .
I didn't know this at all and I hope you will be happy always.

 

[Blackangel]

thank you rinko
and i am always so proud of her. she is close to my niece in age too. 3-5 years give or take.

 

[Rinko]

Then she is very young.
It's good to see young folks doing so much work and trying to make a good living.

 

[Blackangel]

that i agree too
and i am always so thankful for her. i didn't know all this when i first met her.

 

[Rinko]

Not everyone can see these things at first.
That needs a certain level of trust and understanding to be able to share.

 

[Blackangel]

that's true and i was mean to her at first
i regret it a lot now. i should have been nicer back then.

 

[Rinko]

I am sure she understands your intentions.
So don't worry about it and it's a past long forgotten.

 

[Blackangel]

yeah but i still feel guilty about it
she shouldn't have had to feel bad about anything and still i made her.

 

[Rinko]

Don't blame yourself too much
It's all part of a grand work plan and we can't do much about it.

 

[Blackangel]

when you put it that way, i can't say anything
now on i hope to always pray for her and she will always be my friend.

 

[Rinko]

That's a very sweet thing to say
I am sure Blackrose would be able to understand you and forgive you too.

 

[Blackangel]

she already told me she had forgiven me.
it's just that i can't forgive myself at all and i wish i was a good woman back then.

 

[Rinko]

Don't be that way.
I am sure you are cool now and that's all it should matter.

 

[Blackangel]

you are right rinko
thank you so much for saying it and it's time to let go this guilt.

 

[Rinko]

That's right.
The lord will forgive you as long you realize your mistake and apologize for it.

 

[Blackangel]

yeah and i have done those two
so i am sure i will have to move on and i just need to find my strength.