Hey change doesn't come overnight. And again you don't have to go making drastic changes just to please anyone. There are cheaper options for beauty products. If you’re interested in them, you can try to invest in them one by one. Like when you get your salary you can use 20 dollars to invest . Hope this helps but again don't go changing who you are truly just to attract a nobody. Your heart is already sweet and kind and your mind is always focused on good things...minus anime lol
Just be you and focus on one change at a time. Hope this helps. All the best love