When you are already feeling down....

[Claraviolet]

I have been feeling down for a few months now! If not may be more...

It's kinda hard to just leave the current job, moving to another country and start searching for one. I had to do it twice in my life so far... And I hate it!

Now, I am kinda afraid of the work schedule. I know I will have to get used to the new working hours of 10+ hours instead of 7 hours or so. Not to mention the amount of work and upskilling....
Wish me luck guys, I need it. I feel like I am losing control over my life but may be I never had that control.
Guess it's about time to accept it.
Ugh.. Sorry just wanna rant. Everyone has those days... And I am kinda stuck in those days

 

[DarkAngel]

i am sorry clarry. it's gonna be hard for you and i really hope you could get adjusted to your new routine without having to struggle a lot.

may be because you want to include others in your life decisions? i used to think my niece is everything to me but now i realise i should have focused on myself from time to time. don't make the same mistake. you deserve the world and no one can say otherwise. i will pray for you

 

[Senkusha]

If I may ask, what does work involve? Are there small periods when you can rest. A five minute break, a breather? Hopefully it's not on your feet for 10+ hours a day, every day. PLEASE take care of your feet. I wouldn't wish plantar fascitiius on anybody.

I totally feel your apprehension for change. I'm dreading it as well as I'm looking for a different job. I've become complacent in my current role, but it's not challenging, I'm being drastically overworked and duly noted as underpaid (aka, exploited). And the job market in the USA right now is a complete joke, AND I'm 50 years old, while most employers seek out thirty-something-olds. So, yeah, I get it. May you find some blessings!