Zero
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Shaurya said:The guy must have it tough. Being schizophrenic is probably no picnic T.T Weakness huh? That is probably not your male ego complex. I am that way too. I never let people see my weakness. I hate being weak and vulnerable the most >.< And I'm not working on it (_ _) To me not exposing my weakness and not opening up to others is better than letting them see that my weakness =) I am not making progress and I am okay with it. lol I guess you're a better person than I am ^.^/
I know right -_-
Yup. The guy was good and I payed attention to his lecture but I would have enjoyed it a whole lot more if I didn't already know everything he taught. Nope. How should I say this? You still need a server. It will need to have all the necessary software and tools to work. But you don't have to buy it. Someone will buy a whole rack of servers and lease one of the to you when you need. You website will never be down since the remaining servers will keep an eye on your server and takeover when it fails. And the guy who leases it to you takes care of backing up the data. In other words the physical equipment you need is not reduced. It is just that there is some other guy out there who will share part of your work in exchange for money. So he isn't really doing everything for you. You still need to protect your data from attackers, do the coding and everything else =)
Jeez! >. < Well suit yourself ._.
Yeah no kidding, i really feel sorry for them, makes me wonder why i can ever complain about my problems hehe. Whaaat?? no it doesn't make me better. i really think there's no real right choice there. the reason i never told anyone things was because i simply felt its none of their business, and i don't like confiding in someone and having to fully trust them in not telling anyone else....like not even there "close sister" or whatever -_- when no one knows then there's no risk on me basically. buuuuut i guess i felt it just got too much....also i had this weird personal development module that was forced upon us last month so i figured what the heck lets give it a chance x)
lol i'd have got up and left XD but hey thats just me hehe. aaaah it seems like a form of security to fall back on then, cool

haha okay shaurya....i can't even shorten that x) shau sounds weird....i'll stick to shaurya