i know you guys think i am a fool and i am. i have spent my life caring for my niece after my sister died.
she was my sunshine and gave me a purpose to live and lead a normal life . now she thinks i am nothing but a money maker or what she could get from me.
i swear she wasn't like that before and she changed after meeting the scumbag. i feel so heartbroken and i failed in life.
this feeling is heavy and sometimes when i am lonely at my dingy apartment i can hardly control my tears. i am starting to hate my life. your strength and words mean a lot to me but i feel like i am drowning and no one would be proud of my and what i have become.
how do i stop these thoughts. i don't want to feel this way but i don't know what to do.
all my so called blood family think i am a failure on all fronts.
she was my sunshine and gave me a purpose to live and lead a normal life . now she thinks i am nothing but a money maker or what she could get from me.
i swear she wasn't like that before and she changed after meeting the scumbag. i feel so heartbroken and i failed in life.
this feeling is heavy and sometimes when i am lonely at my dingy apartment i can hardly control my tears. i am starting to hate my life. your strength and words mean a lot to me but i feel like i am drowning and no one would be proud of my and what i have become.
how do i stop these thoughts. i don't want to feel this way but i don't know what to do.
all my so called blood family think i am a failure on all fronts.
