I guess but it really is a bit of a headache lol
I know hun but maybe instead of thinking about it negatively maybe you can remember those days and cherish them as happy thought and memories instead of sad ones. I hope that you understand what I'm trying to say
Just cause these past few years were rough, it doesn't mean that you should class everything in life into this incident.
Remember the fun and happy days with her with a smile and not tears and if there must be tears hun then let them be from how happy those memories make you