Darkangel's journal

[Elvis]

i do want to leave her alone.
but then i would probably lose all the purpose of my life and i would regret all my spent youth on her. so i just can't do it

How old is she?

 

[DarkAngel]

How old is she?

she is 30.
i know she is not young and i could be the annoying one here but i just couldn't let her go

 

[DarkAngel]

got some pizza today.
well got it for free and who can say no to a free pizza lol

 

[Kaname]

got some pizza today.
well got it for free and who can say no to a free pizza lol

I want a free pizza too :cheers:

 

[Elvis]

she is 30.
i know she is not young and i could be the annoying one here but i just couldn't let her go

Do you like her?

 

[DarkAngel]

I want a free pizza too :cheers:

lol hope you get one

Do you like her?

i don't have any other kids and i think of her as a daughter so it's not just like. she is everything to me and the treasure left to me by my de@d older sister who trusted the gothic teen, at that time, to take care of her only baby

 

[Elvis]

Then you must do your duty until the end. You did a great job and your sister is at peace knowing that you are a responsible guardian for her daughter.

 

[Rinko]

not anymore.

i do want to leave her alone.
but then i would probably lose all the purpose of my life and i would regret all my spent youth on her. so i just can't do it

Just because you have the responsibility to look after her, doesn't mean you have to sacrifice your life for her.
There is a difference and I keep telling you that

 

[DarkAngel]

Then you must do your duty until the end. You did a great job and your sister is at peace knowing that you are a responsible guardian for her daughter.

thanks

Just because you have the responsibility to look after her, doesn't mean you have to sacrifice your life for her.
There is a difference and I keep telling you that

but i just can't let go of her and believe me i have tried lol

 

[DarkAngel]

i got the monthly employee award today
it made me happy but sometimes i don't know whether i would want to be a chef for the rest of my life, in a diner lol

 

[Rinko]

i got the monthly employee award today
it made me happy but sometimes i don't know whether i would want to be a chef for the rest of my life, in a diner lol

That's really good.
It doesn't amount to match but it's a recognition of your ability.

 

[Elvis]

i got the monthly employee award today
it made me happy but sometimes i don't know whether i would want to be a chef for the rest of my life, in a diner lol

Congratulations! What would you like your next job to be?

 

[DarkAngel]

Congratulations! What would you like your next job to be?

anything that can makes me money without making me feel really exhausted at the end of the day lol
i don't know how long i could do this.

 

[Blackrose]

i got myself some treats today but yeah everything is expensive now.
but i got some cheese cake. can't beat the taste @Blackrose

Omg. Hope that you had some for me

 

[DarkAngel]

Omg. Hope that you had some for me

if i had saved that, it would have been a bio hazard by now lol.
just kidding and you will always have a place in my heart

 

[DarkAngel]

i feel like i am gonna be alone or end up with a loser at this rate.

 

[Blackrose]

if i had saved that, it would have been a bio hazard by now lol.
just kidding and you will always have a place in my heart

Lol true

 

[Blackrose]

i feel like i am gonna be alone or end up with a loser at this rate.

Nah...things will work out. Just have faith

 

[DarkAngel]

Nah...things will work out. Just have faith

i really hope so.
wish i could get someone to spend my life with before i turn 50

 

[Blackrose]

i really hope so.
wish i could get someone to spend my life with before i turn 50

Maybe you need to inspect your current situation and how you relate to potential relationships. Not saying that you need to change but perhaps there are aspects of how you show up or what you are accepting that may need to change to bring you to the right one.