Blackangel
Well-known member
i really wish you are here already star
i miss you and we need 28 more posts and not more than that. please don't leave me
i miss you and we need 28 more posts and not more than that. please don't leave me
Ace said:I'm here just not super energetic dunno why but anxiety hit me hard this morning not feeling my best nerves getting the best of me
Blackangel said:i am so sorry to hear that ace
what happened? or are you worried about something? i really don't understand why this anxiety hits at random
Ace said:could be worried about something i never know i'm prone to anxiety attacks. with everything going on in the world it certainly spikes my anxity it's not the worst attack i've had but it's still unsetlting
Blackangel said:oh god
please be well my child . i really don't want to see you suffer at all. do you take any precautionary measures?
Ace said:thank you, and i do when i'm awake this attack woke me up so suddenly.
i've had an attack that had kept me up shaking not being able to calm down for 10~ hours was terrible
Blackangel said:10 hours?
oh jesus i can't even begin to understand how bad that could get
Ace said:just imagine having the sensation of your entire body shaking constantly when i get these attacks my hands shake so much it's hard to type accuratly have to rely on auto-correct. can't play games either or read so just constant shaking and worry
Blackangel said:i really don't know what to say
i really wish i could somehow help you. i don't want to see you suffer like this
Ace said:you are helping, and i appreciate it. the reason why gaming helps my anxiety keep in check is cause it takes my mind off things, but when i don't get to a game fast enough talking with people help so does youtube, that's one of the main reasons i pay for youtube.
me being me when in this state i can't bring myself to wake up my mum.
petting cats also help but i don't like waking them up either
Blackangel said:you are a kind person
i would have sought help without giving much thoughts to others comfort when i am suffering a lot
Ace said:it's how i've been since an early age, i do have some friends online that i know don't mind me messaging them late cause they sometimes work late sometimes not so it's a hit or miss with them
Ace said:it's how i've been since an early age, i do have some friends online that i know don't mind me messaging them late cause they sometimes work late sometimes not so it's a hit or miss with them
Blackangel said:what about the other staff members?
don't you contact them through whatsapp or discord to get some help too?
Star_Of_Hope said:I am really sorry to hear that.
I hope you would get well soon. Anxiety attacks can be pretty bad.
Ace said:nope only way to contact em is from the site
anxiety does suck i am starting to calm down still shakey though
Blackangel said:oh that sounds cool
i like my job and even though i don't earn much, i an get satisfied with it
Ace said:anxiety does suck i am starting to calm down still shakey though
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