Life....it's too hard to take in

Claraviolet

Claraviolet

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Hey guys! It's my usual rant...if you don't wanna read further..it's fine with me..but if you read any further..try to give me some advice please (_ _)


I love my mom so much.I mean a bit too much.As long as I can remember..I am always...always with her.It's like she is my entire world....

I don't mind destroying the entire world if it is for her.Well most of you guys,already know all this (_ _)

So here is the issue.I got a job offer..which is a bit too good according to mom's colleagues to reject.Almost all the people I have met told me to go for the job no matter what...

For starters...I don't really care what I do,if it means I can be with my family...I never really been away from my family....or to be more specific..from mom (_ _)

She is really great.She hates my tears more than anything.She will do everything she can to keep me from smiling.

Even though the best option is to go for that ...so called job..

I don't want to leave my family.But..it;s not a good idea.I want to have a job so that i can stand on my own feet....and I am bit picky.I don't really want to work for a really low-paid job either.

Mom said I can do my post-graduation and the job at the same time.And believe me...if she believe in me...I can pull it off.It's always the case.I am not really bragging.But sis and i are good at studies.


Even so...today she said something like,i can reject the job offer if I want to..

I am supposed to be jumping right now...but..it's always like this.

She don't want me to be moody or sad.She takes care of me every single second.If something goes wrong...she is always ready to take all the blame.Right now,except for mom...everyone wants me to take up that job.

I know mom's decision is final..but I don't want people to blame her for anything.I can't be selfish..like always now.Can I?

I am not really a little kid anymore.But it's really hard....even the thought of not seeing her daily is just too much for me to take in.

This is regarding my career.A small mistake can be really fatal...I know all that..

Is it really okay for me to be selfish even right now?
I just need a suggestion.even though mom is kind enough to say something like that..I just don't want her to take any sort of blame ...ever..because of me.

Sorry guys.I am a big crybaby...unlike Itachi...I kinda get hurt easily.May be that's the reason why I pretend to be tough.But lately I began to realize that this "tight armor" I have been wearing is full of chinks(cracks) (_ _)


And my friend who got accepted into the same company is waiting for my answer eagerly.I don't know...am i betraying myself by not considering the consequences.I don't know anything anymore...
damn..shucks.......I hate this adult world :dead:

P.S.The job ration right now,in my country is 1:105.
 
well...there goes another..big ..paragh ....but i liked reading this one..dkw ...but...

i think ...you should take the job....its not like you're gonna stay forever with you mother right..? ..
you might feel hesistant for taking the step....but ..believe me..after..you've taken the step forward..(by urselves.) ....you'll find it not too hard..and you'll be able to overcome it..
and...you said you're friend's also in....so..i assume i would make it easier for you...
hehe...just think of itachi when you feel uncomfortable..and try to draw his will inside you...:P
really...i used to think of naruto when i was lost..and it worked...
and everyone with good parents feel the same way...so..remember that you're not alone...

its time for you to move on...

and...its also important that you make a certain decision yourselves so that you wont regret it later and take pride in your decision...whichever it is...

guess it makes sense...

and..best of luck..dear Cap.n .. ..i'll pray for you..if thats okay..:D
 
I know you love your mom more than anything or anyone.

your mom will be happy what ever you do(guess thats what moms are).They don't care if the company is good or bad they only care about.

I will give you a free advice,you see your future is in your hands if you really want to take the job just take it.You will see the results later and I'm sure your mom would be happy with your decision :)

In times like this just go out for a ride just make your mind fresh have a coffee or tea,this will refresh your mind :).

come on cheer up girl!!!I too have a sister and I know how you feel :),in future when you post any problem I don't want you say yourself a crybaby :)
 
Oi granny......heh..........:P

You should do as you think is correct :D (i know u don't know what is correct)
Don't worry about your mom :)
Till i think... they are happy if you are, and she wants to worry about you right now so that you can worry about her when she actually needs it.

So get up on your feet. Take the job, make your mom pride :)


That is what anyone would suggest...
But to get up on your feet you have to sacrifice things like always being with your family...Though it is for good in the end if you make it through.

But if you are going to regret making any decision, don't do it...
If you don't want to leave your family time and mom, you can reject the job. Get a normal job (where it maybe less payment in the start...:P) and do your hard work in that...

People will say....That is what they always do.
You can make a good reason for which you are rejecting a job.
Even if it is a lame reason, you can make it look good.....

But in the end...You cannot satisfy every people's expectation, it is not you job to do that...

"Kuch pane ke liye, kuch khona pad ta hai" ;)

Think rationally, but emotionally too.
Because rationality gets lost at the point when emotions take over..










(I said too much for my age...ne? :lost: )
 
wooo im impressed...Mansi...look Cap.n ...every one's worryin or i should say caring about you now and we all respect and look upto you...now its your turn to make the decision...whatever it may be...its your decision...every one respects that....Kambare...itachi-sama...
 
I think you should speak to your mother about how you feel and be open and as honest as you can.  It's important to keep communication channels open so you know what you are both thinking.  What's the update on this? :)
 
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