I am going to lose some of my family soon... ;_;

Claraviolet

Claraviolet

Real hero hidden in the darkness
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I don't know where to begin....I am truly sad. I am going to lose one of my family members soon.

I don't trust people easily but I trusted them. They made me believe in myself... They made me happy, laugh and then I got to know that...I was never their emotional support.

I have communicated everything from the very beginning and they made me believe in the future... But.. It's hard to think everything is just an act... Because they were never happy.

This is breaking my heart because there were no hints whatsoever or may be i don't see them. My go to communication is always verbal and I have always mentioned that to people and family around me.
I can't read between the lines and I want something to be said out loud. Life is all about communication and trying to understand people around us. Where did everything go wrong?

If this was couple of years ago,I wouldn't have thought of it much... But now...I feel like my world is shifting and I am lost.

I try to hide this from people around me but... It's just hard.... ;_;
What did I do to deserve all this?
 
if they are family, people will come around. you are a good person clarry even though naive so don't worry and god will always do good for you
 
I am so sorry you are going through this. You are a strong woman and God has ways we can't understand. In one or two years, you won't feel hurt. If they understand you, you won't lose them. Don't think too much and take care of yourself
 
Rinko said:
I am so sorry you are going through this. You are a strong woman and God has ways we can't understand. In one or two years, you won't feel hurt. If they understand you, you won't lose them. Don't think too much and take care of yourself
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people don't see eye to eye.
i have lost contact with my niece and it will hurts me but now i think, if someone were to leave you, may be you have someone else in the future, who loves you and cherishes you. i think we just need to believe that and it will happen.
 
I'm very sorry you're going through this. I had to cut off a cousin who I thought was respectful of me as a person, she always used to welcome me and my wife with open arms and never once used the wrong name for me. But she's done a complete turn around and no longer respects me and was spouting lots of nasty things about me and another family member. It sucks, and I'm not going to lie it still bothers me even months later. But I hope you can find peace.
 
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