i think most of the people are preferred to some extent.
they wouldn't do it themselves but they indulge in fantasies and there is nothing wrong with that
it's just sad
sometimes i feel anxious and i don't know what i would do once my strength gives out. i don't have any savings and no one to look after me
i used to think i have many but when things actually happened i noticed that not many would want to be my side.
it's greatly depressing but i felt comfort from my online friends than offline friends