you are right.
many people don't want to invest too much and i don't get why they think someone is not worth their time but want that time invested in them
i am sorry clarry. it's gonna be hard for you and i really hope you could get adjusted to your new routine without having to struggle a lot.
may be because you want to include others in your life decisions? i used to think my niece is everything to me but now i realise i should have focused on...